So after leaving you with my last post about choosing the right guy it has turned out that I was wrong. After choosing to be with Josh he only dated me for a couple of weeks because his mother didn’t like him having a girlfriend.
My love life is falling apart right now as I found out last night my other option has just been leading me on and lying to me. So here’s the deal; no guy at this age (17) wants to be with you for very long because they all really do just want sex. I can’t say this continues through their whole life but there are not many guys out there these days who want a long term relationship with a girl to love her, protect her and make her happy.
I realise all I do is bitch about guys but they haven’t really shown me anything different which is why I personally have this perception. So now I have made myself a promise to stay away from guys until the right one gets down on his knees and proposes to me. I will flirt and tease because that’s what they do so why should I be any different? No male will get the satisfaction of being with me because they honestly don’t deserve me. It has finally become too much heart ache for one girl to handle which is why I am here.
At the present moment school and boys are not the best combination as I am scared I’m going to fail year 12. I have recently been thinking about moving back to Albury with my mum (I am currently living with my father in Canberra), I would finish year 11 then go back there. I wouldn’t go back to school but maybe go to tafe to finish my year 12.
Not many people know much about my life and what I have been through but I get harassed and bullied quite a lot by one person in particular. She does not deserve my time which is what stops me from reacting but I am starting to get sick of even my closest friends believing her and others over me, especially when all I want is everyone to know the truth.
While I’m complaining I would like to put my personal opinion of gay marriage out there. I am sick of people saying it is wrong! The only difference between these relationships is that we like different sex organs and they like the same. Everyone who says gay marriage is wrong because it’s in the bible well that’s a load of sh*t. Jesus said “love they neighbour”, he did not say “love they neighbour, except gays, bisexuals and lesbians”. Wake up to yourself world; times have changed and there is nothing wrong with these people, they are all humans like us. Even the president of the Untited States of America believes this… Mr. Obama said this in a television interview with ABC.
“I’ve been going through an evolution on this issue. I’ve always been adamant that gay and lesbian Americans should be treated fairly and equally. At a certain point I’ve just concluded that, for me personally, it is important for me to go ahead and affirm that I think same-sex couples should be able to get married.”
In life we are all faced with many, many challengers. Some are hard, some are easy and others you just can’t make. Life is a journey we all have to take and it’s our friends and family that will help us get through the hard times.
Here’s a funny video to make your day a little better. 🙂